Daydreaming

I just want to spend my summer out on the road. I just want to be in a car packed with friends, filled with laughter, and mini adventures. I want to stop at little convenience stores along the highway and stock up on junk food. I want to stop on a dark empty stretch of highway and count falling stars.I want the pressure of time to go away. I want the anxiety of the future to be gone. I just want to have fun and not feel like I'm getting older and that I'm trapped in this endless routine and dead end job and not worry about how I'm going to make my dreams come true alone. I don't want to feel like I get pushed back two steps every time I take a step forward anymore. 

I need to just get out. But those words feel like I'm trying to tear down a brick wall with my bare hands.