a well dressed thief

I had a change of heart this weekend. I’m falling backwards. I've been all mixed up on where I want to take my photography. But then I remembered, this is what I wanted from the beginning. To shoot gigs and bands. They are so much more alive and there. I thought I wanted to keep shooting models and eventually get into editorial but its not me. I like to be in the shadows, a bystander to the excitement. I don’t like having a model blankly stare at me while I try to explain to them what I want them to do. Musicians are another story because its like being able to capture passion, not awkward girls in pretty clothes. I want my life to be part madness. I want to be out late shooting shows every night. But where do I even begin